Life is difficult. I'd have to say I respect you guys for sticking with it because it's so easy to give up. But I messed up a relationship, so all I am right now is pretty much depressed. I hate being depressed. Actually I hate a lot of things, haha. Antisocial is fine~ I'm pretty much for the most part antisocial... I used to spend everyday with my girlfriend and it was great. Schools important, and so is work. And now I have little time to see her, which means little time to fix what I did which means we're both suffering! Sometimes I just think everything is a bad dream.. I would love to just wake up...
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