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I think I have finally talked myself into what I outta do.........Massage therapy! 5 hour days 5 days a week (thats including an hour lunch, dont have to take it!) and people who work for chiropractors/fitness clubs bring in 35-40k. If you work for yourself you can always make more! The guy I was talking to said he had friends making 60. Its 8 months school and then you're good to go. This also leaves me with time to further my education further struggling on with math classes forever till I get an engineering degree/something similar for use later.

That isnt the end all goal of my existence though... Iam heavily into karting. This is just something to do for the time being to bring in cash that I consider a respectable decent job. The real 100% joke of a goal is to become a race car driver. The kart series I race in, if I win I get a sponsorship into Formula Atlantic so its a pretty good deal...Not pretty good chances but a deal. If you place in the top 5 though you can usually start picking up sponsors for the next year in karting or even to move up to something else. So the real goal is the little kid dream of becoming a race car driver...

I know its a far shot but Iam going to put all my energy into it and will make it happen. Never said I'll be the fastest or the best but I will get paid to drive race cars one way or the other!!!!! Even if its 50 bucks to break a motor in, that counts.

If I havent managed to build any sort of career in it by my late 20's, Coast Guard here I come. With any math intensive degree you can join their flight programs and I would become a helicopter pilot. I pick Coast Guard as well because I dont want to get shipped out somewhere weird (Alaska is still kinda weird) nor am I about killing people in anyway shape or form. I figure this way I can help buddies atleast. Do that for 20 years, live off the pension and stay in the reserve so I dont lose my mind and then try again to break into racing....People race that old in NASCAR! With the sensitivity a helicopter pilot aquires and with that many years in racing by then I better be able to whip some ass.


So there is my plan and back up plan... I know its a lot and most dont care. But fucking GOD. I have been driving myself nuts with shit like this forever now. Now if anyone wants to sponsor me or knows anyone really rich who wants to further American talent in roadracing which we have near none of let me know. For serious. Thanks for reading this if you do!!