thanks for the tips guys,
i finally stop being lazy and stop speeding reading it.
I read through it word by word, and sentence by sentence. I looked up the words that i did not understand and wow, i learned a lot of new definitions
to me this means about life in general and obtaining happiness. Living life (not giving up life and thinking negative ideas about future and present) and overcoming good and bad choices and understanding right from wrong. Pleasure comes when you know you did right.
somewhere along those lines anyways, just need a little bit longer to think it over, then i can type my 1 page opinion/self reflection.