i agree with nightwalker. don't sit and bitch... get up and fix the problem! i've been through it all; lost license, lost car, lost girl, lost job. found new (better) job, found new (better) girl, saved and bought new (better) car, got license back. life moves on as if it all never happened.
KA's are a dime a dozen these days, find one and swap it out. catch a ride to school and work on the car in the afternoons or at night. you'll be constantly busy between school/work/car but it'll keep your mind occupied instead of sitting around depressed where you have time to overanalyze the situation and cause yourself more grief.

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SR motor set/clip $2500+, FMIC kit $700+, Downpipe $100+, 3" exhaust $500+, Misc install parts $100+, Shop labor for install $1000+ and you still only make 220rwhp for $5000
so what's so CHEAP about the SR swap again?