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NiteKids · 07-29-2002, 03:14 AM

My best friend is leaving tomorow.  I'm going to miss her sooooooo much. She's still here with me right now but I keep thinking about it and it's getting me really depressed. I had a good time with her though. I couldn't have asked for more. (excpet for getting laid of course)

We had some great times on meth or whatever. Ex. Had some great bonding moments.

Here is a few things I learned though that you might be able to help me figure out.

She said that I'm like a brother to her. (Noooooooooo) The reason that she doesn't date me is cause she doesn't want to mess up our friendship with is soooooooo tight. She says that other bond is more then any bf could ever be. She's wants to see me happy with other girls but at the same time she doesn't want me to be with anybody else. Says that she really loves me. etc etc

I hate my life.

OH my Gawd I can't stop crying! I sound so weak and pathetic. Please god help me though this time. Oh my god I care about her to much and she's means my life to mean. I would do anything for her. I mean anything. I'm so tired to seeing her go though these shity BF's and having all these guys take advantage of her because she's too nice for her own good. Why can't it just be simple and she feels the way I feel for her. I would give my life for her. I can't even say I felt this way for my ex gf or that I even loved her. Sorry for ranting but I feel like shit. Why did fate seperate us 2000 miles away from kansas and cali. Gawd I fuckin haet this place. Its so hell with out her.

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07-29-2002, 03:14 AM	#1
NiteKids BANNED Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Socal Posts: 1,223 Trader Rating: (0) Feedback Score: 0 reviews	My best friend is leaving tomorow.  I'm going to miss her sooooooo much. She's still here with me right now but I keep thinking about it and it's getting me really depressed. I had a good time with her though. I couldn't have asked for more. (excpet for getting laid of course) We had some great times on meth or whatever. Ex. Had some great bonding moments. Here is a few things I learned though that you might be able to help me figure out. She said that I'm like a brother to her. (Noooooooooo) The reason that she doesn't date me is cause she doesn't want to mess up our friendship with is soooooooo tight. She says that other bond is more then any bf could ever be. She's wants to see me happy with other girls but at the same time she doesn't want me to be with anybody else. Says that she really loves me. etc etc I hate my life. OH my Gawd I can't stop crying! I sound so weak and pathetic. Please god help me though this time. Oh my god I care about her to much and she's means my life to mean. I would do anything for her. I mean anything. I'm so tired to seeing her go though these shity BF's and having all these guys take advantage of her because she's too nice for her own good. Why can't it just be simple and she feels the way I feel for her. I would give my life for her. I can't even say I felt this way for my ex gf or that I even loved her. Sorry for ranting but I feel like shit. Why did fate seperate us 2000 miles away from kansas and cali. Gawd I fuckin haet this place. Its so hell with out her.